you know the nba playoffs are so god damn boring when the headline tonight on espn is joe derosa throwing a basketball at a heckling douche bag. he got suspened, but have you seen the video? i wouldn't even say he threw the ball AT the fan. more like tossed the ball TO the fan.
was he out of line? yeah. but seriously, this is making headlines? retarded.
jesus christ moving back home is like a culture shock. i've realized how much i've changed since living on my own. i came home from work today and my mom cleaned my room, made my bed, and moved all the clothes on my floor into one big pile. don't get me wrong, my room is nice and clean. and i havent had a clean room since i've moved back in. but what the fuck. who just goes into someones room and starts moving shit around? opening drawers, closets, piling my clean clothes with my dirty clothes. i'm pretty sure she found at least 2 things she shouldn't have, and i've been distant with her lately, i'm beginning to think she just does it to spy on me. and yeah, it's her house, i get she wants it to be clean, but paying rent should allow me to keep my room clean on my own terms? and the door is always shut, so it's not like she has to look at it.
some times i'll sit and think of a person. you know, there's always one person you think of in moments like these. i'll think of all the memories i have of this person. there's always those memories that fill your mind instantly. the ones that meant so much to you. after awhile, you begin to think of only these memories of that person. and that's all that exists.
i think the happiest times in my life are when i remember the little things that don't automatically jump into my head. when you remember the stuff that isn't so profound that it's right there, but it's so meaningful when you finally pull it from your mind because that's one more defining moment about that person that you can share with yourself. it's yours.
i like lying in bed and remembering. some times it takes hours, but when i finally pull that new memory that i haven't thought about in a long time, it's like a gift i can hang onto forever.